A Journey Of An Aspirant (1)
Raju Singh was begging at near restaurant,it was afternoon, in this day was going very poorly for him, and he thought that atleast he could make some ruppies ,it could managed to buying some medicines for thigh issue of his mother, which was being provokn due to his carelessness, and he felt that he was only responsible for sure situations, he could efforts for some tasks which he could,but he stopped on aside of resturant as like a beggear, just like he was dependent on every humanity,who was borned to help him,but the real facts was he couldn't get his survival needs amount in begging,he wouldn't work, beacause his right hand was not working from he was at 29, just because he was curious to work on the night,days on the age of 19, from 50th day of work schedule,his hand was caught, it was a story of dilemma, which he could not imagine about of that, even it would never being forgotten from his mind,it was a miraculous night, at 8.00pm,he returned to his home after finishing his work, the work was on construction company, on this time no one works here, with only left him,he was the person,who has been pressurized by his bus, to work more,so at this night dec7, he has been called by his boss, "Singh", what's you are doing "? Singh:"I was preparing to return to my home boss"? "time came i should go now" ,boss spoken over him loudly"what"?,you could not go to your home until this task was not complete, Here you will work till night? remember, "first complete your work, then take your money", "hmm", nonsense ", asking for money, without completing any task"?
He has betrayed on his heart,his frustration was ongoing due to heavy workload, then now he has to work till night, and boss will give simmilar amount which other workers were taking.It was like boss has pressurized him to do lot of work by him, beacause he was forced, and dependant with him.He couldn't say anything to him,he was that kind of person, however if he earned 200 rs in a day, someone asked for money to him, then he happily give all of money he earned, even he doesn't think about his family, and himself.
From this night his hand became paralysis when he returned.After this night he has not worked, doing the accomplishment to begging.
He was working in house building department, everyday he was going to work at 7am, and returned to home at 8pm.His all family had wait for him, and they even have tired with often alerting him at every night at 8.00pm when he was returning to the home.
Today he was thinking about his past but not expect what can be goes, people say past is past, it doesn't return now and in future in the way it's the truth point.However we hold it permanently on our mind that to let go to the present, but past is important for us,as the present and future impact the flow of life especially if it is going difficult situation.Anyway what can be the truth, did he know this storm will affect his work?not only work,but also his all family have broken down,all family living everyday with empty stomach.
Do you want to know, the real backstory of this journey? do you sit to get about the storm? what it is?now let's go to the present story.
Beggar suddenly awaken like a storm watching around the people,and keeping his sadness memories in his brain. Suddenly He got shocked what he saw!He never imagined this in his life .How it is possible?Is it really happened with him?or he is watching dreams on ram sleep?He looked at the man, and slept down.
Woke up!, woke up!Babu please woke up Babu!A man was trying to wake up the beggar man,but he was not getting up.Finally he has defeated with trying every type of ways to awaken him up.Ongoing moment a fisherman had asked the man,who was trying to awaken the beggar man from sleep.Babu,who are you and why you are disturbing this man from sleep?Is it needed?
The man replied yes please awaken him in any way.Fisherman replied “but what is the reason”?”why i will woke up him from deep sleep if it not in needed in urgent?Babu replied “please you help me to wake up this man,yes i will tell you everything but now it's not the time to discuss about it.please let him awaken quickly.
Fisherman was thinking earlier of a bit,. He also tried to awaken him up with shouting him slowly but the beggerman had not awaken up.
Now young man said “wait i will put some water on his face,so that this man will get alerted,if it's not work we should call doctor immediately.He had bought a water bottle, and put slowly some water into face of beggarman.
After sometime beggar had opened his eyes, and asked “who are you”?”where is your home? fisherman and other and other people were also listening this two persons conversation.The young man said “iam from kavisuryanagar,on your local area,i want to help you to find some better work,but you tell me, will you do this work?Beggarman asked”but why you want to help me ? Man said “beacause your family and you living the life with hungry, and thirsty, you are not able to do any kind of work now beacause your hand become paralysis.I know you had worked as a labour and suddenly your hand become paralyzed when you had left a heavy weight of cement.So i want to help you as soon as possible.
Beggar replied to young man “see Babu i don't need any type of help from any person.see Babu forgive me i can't take your help.
Man:But why?
Beggar:My father have told me and i have promised him with keeping hands on my father's hand.So i can't take help of anyone in any kind of situation.
Man:But i have talked with your father,he has agreed with my proposal.
Beggar:okay, can you give your phone,i will call my father.
Man: sorry! My phone battery have down, don't worry we will talk with your father after you will join with your work.
Beggar:No i can't do this work, until father not permitted me.
Man: But first understood the work, then you will choose to work or not,it will completly your choice.
Beggar:No,i don't want to listen anything related work until my father permits me.Thanks, you may go now.
Man: Anyway i have no time for such a feared mentality,i am going.
He said and left from this place.Now beggar eyes have tubed with water.”He could even not think to left this opportunity.He thought that he could make his life mysterious change , and all problems goes away.The day he had completely remembered “when he came from his work,at 8pm,a man has offered help to his father.His mother, and child were saying loudly “please agree papa,agree,agree papa,agree"!but father had kept into denial mode.At 8 am when beggarman have returned to home,his father made a promise infront of everyone.”listen, listen every members! you all are thinking iam wrong to rejected this person's help offer",but do you try to know why I declined his offer? The fact you don't know this type of person, yesterday night a thief had stolen all things while making friendship.He had made friendship with him, and stolen in a way,no one had found a clue, even police also.Now he had said me on a phone call.
Who says this person has not come with that intention?now every member will keep their hand on my head, and promise to not accept any kind of offer without my permission, whether he was a stranger or relative.
He had promised with his hand by keeping on father's head.How he could accept the help offer from this stranger without father's permission?
Finally he understood that he will never accept or request help offer to anyone.Then what he will do?He thought!His one hand is not working with paralysis and other hand is working,but he can't lift heavy weight on the right hand.He didn't able to think what he should do in this situation?will he beg people for money for lifetime? While he thinking he had shocked when he had seen his state.
What!he asked, and said"my father requested us to not request offer to anybody even not accept it,but what iam doing!He has stood up his all of money has been donated to fisherman who was sitting by near him.Unfortunately not a single piece of fish have been sold from the http://fishermen.So he accepted it with happily.
Now beggarman walking in market road.His one goal is to find easy work, which means where his hand can work with less difficulties.
He arrived at a wholesale shop, near busstand.Some people came to buy the ingredients,but there was not crowded as much occurred in other days.Beggar man reached out to the shop, and he had asked “Babu",did you have need worker?The wholesaler was busy at calculating the customers bill.Beggarman asked him repeatedly now the shopkeeper had noticed him, lookedup his dressing.The beggar had stood up infront of the wholesaler,he had weared a teared pant, and weared a shirt which was not being washed on a long time ago.Now the shopkeeper asked the beggarman “where are you from"?did you work before on any shop?beggar had turned down and said”no i have worked on a house building labour on till 6 months ago,it was 5 years i have worked as a house builder.
Shopkeeper have said “sorry,i can't provide you any kind of work, you have not any kind of experience in shopwork,so i can't give you any work.The beggar respected his decision, and continuously moving on along his way.He decided whether he will find his work or live in road, and die on road,he will go on his way until he will not get his preferable work.
Now he went across thakurani mandir, having on his mind to complete every type of mandir work, and he will eat the Prasad of mandir, sleep on night inside the mandir.
He entered inside thakurani mandir and did the darsan of thakurani maa,at this time his eyes was down, beacause of too much tired,he got too much tired with walking, the long distance.He was looking up a near corner,where he can spend the night, and he noticed the place which is near of radhakrishna mandir,he ran into this place and slept there.He felt that this place is made for him, finally he got the right place to sleep.He was thinking inside to take complete rest on mandir in today's night.Tommorow morning he will start his work at this place,he said and slept in deep sleep.
It was at 9.00pm, the mandir is going to close.Every people was returning from there, now there's only some workers who were working on mandir, and the manager of mandir,who has taken the responsibility of the whole mandir by creators of mandir.Now the time comes to complete all work take Prasad and sleep.All work have done completely, and they were going to sleep.At this time the worker of mandir have gone to sleep,he had gone to the corner of mandir where the radhakrishna mandir was established.Suddenly he noticed who was sleeping in this place.He called other workers, all workers were reached in this place where beggarman was in completely deep sleep.They have immediately made know the manager.
One of them turned his shaked is hand and said “who is person"?,did you know him? Manager replied”no i didn't knew this person,now i have seen it,i think he was a stranger, and comes to mandir to sleep.You go, awaken this person, and say,it was not dharmasala, anyone can sleep, make him know very well to left this place immediately.
They have gone to the corner,where beggarman was sleeping peacefully.He slept in deep sleep.He has not arranged any money, from that morning to the night he had not entered anything to his stomach.The worker were shouting loudly, hello wake up, hello Babu,get up,get up, and go to your home, sleep there.Its not happened anything,all were failed to awaken this person.
Manager came to this place, and investigated fully.He said “okay", come with me “,we will shake his body, and if he will awaken, then we will call him to left the mandir immediately.If he will awaken up,we will call the police directly,he will handle the situation.
Come with me!,he said,all workers had gone to the corner of mandir,where was the radhakrishna mandir established.All have gone to this place,beggar had slept in deep sleep.Manager have said “hold his hand”and “shake his body “, they did it, they shaked the person's body with speed movement.They were shaking his body,at this time a little child,seen like small teenage, and his body has black colour,his age might 10–11 years old,he had arrived near the beggar man, and have seen the situation which was happening with the beggar man."stop stop", shouting, the little child was shouting.All were surprised!It's like whole mandir shaken with his child voice.
Manager asked,”who are you",”it's about 9am.Our mandir will be closed soon".”I thought you came from another town".”Now go from this mandir",”tomorrow you may come".Child said with slow voice “okay,i will go from this mandir,but please left this person”,”I know him very well",i know he was working with me at titilagad as house building labour.”Please let him sleep",”i say him he will left the mandir in tommarow morning”.”please”.
Worker had turned his head on child's side, and said with rudely “no it's not possible to allow a stranger into this mandir at night.Who say he was not a theft,he might be a theft and looking for money in this mandir,i noticed he had anything with him, and just looked up the eyes on his dresses,it's seems like he is a completely begger.So it's not surprised that he will make us with fool, and take all of elements from this mandir.All have said “yes,yes",he came to here to theft the things of mandir”, just awake him,we will complain on police station.”No", manager said",no",we will not complaint against this person “,once he will awaken up, then we will surely say to left this place”,i think he will agree with our decision, otherwise we might complaint on police" “what you say “?All have replied”first awaken him “, then we see what can be done?
Hello Babu, it was 9.30pm,the mandir have closed, please return your home,we see this person”, your family might got tension while not found him.Child have thought “it was 9.30 pm,at late night,if he will late some minutes,his father will never left him",he had suddenly alerted with manager's voice.Manager warned him with a signal —”if you not return on your home immediately, then we will call police station”.
As he listened about police complaint he had quickly left the mandir.All have gone again to awaken up the beggarman.
Now the beggar man have awakened up,he had slowly opened his eyes.He looked 5–7 have rounded on him.At first he had not understood,what's going on.He asked “what happens"? Manager said “you have slept on here ,why you slept in this mandir even in night?, “you don't have any general knowledge"?now i am telling you with clear and respectful”just kindly leave the place", please leave this place, and go to your home'’.Beggar replied “but i came here to join on work in this mandir”, please make understand about my situation, please.I will help you with mandir works,i promise you,i will keep work, and eat some Prasad, and you don't worry i will sleep at this corner “.
Now manager got angry so much.His heart was burning inside.He had starting to giving his point with so much anger “not needed”,we have enough members to handle the work,now kindly leave the mandir, and let us sleep.
Now beggarman had left the place quickly,he hard not want to broke any rules of mandir in any circumstances.What he could do?he couldn't imagine that he will see this type of day.He got a little bit of worried, deeply thinking with inner voice,so that he can understand the situation carefully,he understood that now the situation formed into a terrible cyclone,where it is forcefully trying to destroy all of his energy, and let him to cover with a dark blanket and end his inner voice, with his mind and body.He promised himself “i will defend with situation till my last breath”,i don't know what the god wants “,but i will try,i can do the work",”yes i will do it”.
With saying to his inner voice he were visiting near a covered grass place.Where the bottles,ram bottles have fallen down.The place was covered with grasses.Finally he reached out on this place.The sun was going to move in west.It was summer season,but the cloud covered on sky,so it's the possibility the rainfall will happen.when he was walking in this area,he had seen the bottles, and things were falling on each on every path on that place.He decided to collect those bottles, and some things which has not used, and sell it to market place.Yes,he can do this work “,he said, and started collecting the bottles and unused things.
Finally he collected 50 bottles with in 2 hours, and visited the store which was long distance from the place he was collecting.He thought his things will sold,or in this time he will also get insult?He even not confirmed about it,he had lost their all hope and confidence,it was the last hope he got.What he will do if this plan is not work.He noticed that on a row a bunch of people have sold his bottle, and their all bottle has got sold.Now he has strongly understand himself if those people's bottle have able to sold why my bottle will not be sold?My bottle will also be sold.
While thinking, and seeing other people his time came on line.Now it's his time,with some of fear and confidence he has entered into the room.The manager asked “give your all bottle".He given his all bottles which he collected, and kept other things on his hand.The manager has seen the bottles, and given him the 100 rupees and said him”you may come “,”next".
Beggarman face turned happiness, and prosperous,his inner voice said him “Raju you are winner",yes Raju you are winner", you will defend with your life".He got the 100 rupees,he has not seen a single ruppies till he left his house building work.Now he felt he had got his dream job,it will be the dream job.He can collect some money and send it to his family, now his family will not live with empty stomach, they will eat, and his children will study and go to school,he decided to buy the notebook, and pen, and a book immediately for his children and then he will buy some foods for his family, and the medicine for his father and mother.
He ran into the medicine store and asked for medicine.Pharmasist given him the medicine, and said it was 50 rupees.He asked the medicine for his mother,he has given the medicine, and asked for 50 ruppies.Beggarman have shocked!He was watching to the medicine pharmasist.Pharmasist asked “Babu it's the 50 ruppies total 100 rupees.He had handed the 100 rupees, and the pharmacist had taken the 100 rs.
Now beggarman had got betrayed.What he was not think?books, notebook,pen,foods, everything will come to his family but what happened!his all dreams betrayed?He was saying to god with seeing the sky “hi god",in this world,i can't the see dreams"?”not the dreams became reality”?I have excited,my family will eat foods, and cover his stomach.My children's will buy the books, and pen and pencil, with notebook.Only one dream has fulfilled god, only one dream “, which was truly needed". Okay, what will happen,i will handle, now i will give this medicine to my father and mother”.”Now i will go to my home”.
He ran towards his home.He turned his speed.Rain has stopped.He was running with his all energy and power.Hope he will arrive on his home before 9pm.
Finally he had arrived on his home at 9.30pm,it was so late,he said and entered into the home Mother and children were sleeping.They all were slept.Beggarman called his father,”father",i have come with the medicine”. Father have turned his head.Mother asked him “when your hand became paralysis you have gone from home, have you returned in one night? Have you thought about us?You have not think it right to make understand us where you are living?tell where you were living?
Beggarman replied “mother i have gone to find my work", and buy medicine for you and father, and foods, and buy the notebook and pen and book for mitali,ravita,keshava".Take this medicine, doctor said 1 time in night, and another time on morning you will eat this 1 tablet of this medicine after eating.Father, you will eat 1 tablet for 1 night after taking the mill,he said and given the medicine to his father and mother”. Father have seen his eyes “my son where you were living these days”? have you known, your mother has not eaten anything till today.He had slept all this night with empty stomach “,where you have lived? Beggarman replied”i have found my preferable work “,i will tell you after i get more money”Ok now go for sleep.All family have gone to slept.All have slept.
Beggarman have imagined “what he will do”, when he was running to arrive in home, then a person had talked about some kind of work, and he also promised him to help him with his work,but he has not explained details related work, when tomorrow morning will come,he will make him know details regarding work “.He imagined this situation,he remembered the scene of insulted in mandir,where he was sleeping in outside of mandir.He imagined that,he had sold the all bottle in shop counter, slowly his eyes body turned to sleep.He had slept peacefully.
In tommarow morning he had woken up, and visited to the person who has promised to explain all details related work.The person has also arrived with some bottles, and knots.Beggarman said “what is it?The person replied”it is the instruments, which we will use to make our work “.Means?the old man asked?He explained him with doing a work,he has shown a work to beggar.Beggar had observed his activities carefully.Finally the beggarman asked “oo,we will make plastic things with bottle"? Person said “yes". Okay i have agreed beggarman have said, and they started work.
The beggar had hardly worked with to make plastic things but at first he was only getting failure the day they have became failure both have collected some bottles and sold him in a shop counter.Who have said “what these mads are doing”?, they have not listened those words, they understand what truely making important for them.They have researched the places where people are working on plastic bottle.At first they have started the work from this environment. As the day and night going they have became master of making things in plastic.The problem of beggarman is solved for lifetime.
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